Self-Harm

This post is going to be a lot more serious than my last one.

I know a couple of you know this but no one who I actually see on regular basis does. Well, did. On Thursday night I told 2 of my closest friends. I cut. I self harm. We sat there, we cried but I am so glad I told them. I'm getting better, I really am. I've been bullied and had one of the worst years of my life this year but I pulled through. And I want you all to know that if you ever need someone to talk to, someone to ask questions too, then I'm here. Just send me an email and I'll do everything I can to help. Because you're not alone.

Jaffa xx

Rabbits, Summer and Dying My Hair.

Hey everyone!!

How are you all? Sorry for the slow updates but they will be quicker now because IT'S SUMMER!!!! :D School broke up on Thursday so I'm free for summer!!!!!
On that note. The first thing I did was me and my friends dyed our hair (wash out dye of course) my hair is now temporarily dark reddish purple and I'm thinking of dying it dark red later on this summer :)

Now, bunny rabbits. Me and my sister have recently accquired a baby bunny rabbit each (I'll post some pics later) Mine is grey and his name is Dapper and my sister's is white with brown patches who she named... Patches :P

Because it's summer I now have more chance to chat with you guys which'll be fun!! Hope to chat soon!

Jaffa xx

P.S My next letter should be up with in the hour :)

NaNoWriMo Fail...

Soooooo, maybe next year? (I blame exams)

Letter 2: Your Crush

Dear Crush,

Well, you’re currently non-existent so this’ll be short :P No one ever ‘like likes’ me, I’m always just a ‘friend’ so at the moment the only ‘crush’ I have is a fangirl crush *cough*DarrenCriss*cough* or a crush on a fictional character. Why are all the good ones fictional or not possible to have? *sigh* Not. Cool. Anyway, no crushes here so I’m just going to end this now.

Sincerely,

Katie xx

Letter 1: Your Best Friend.

Dear Best Friend,

You don’t exist. Simple as that. Yes, I have close friends, but not a best friend. My best friend is imaginary, books, fiction, my own creation because no one else gets it. There’s no one to tell, no one who could possibly understand me, no one who I can just call when needed, no one who I can go on vacation with, meet up at a moments notice, like the same things I do and won’t criticise my rambling or obsessions. So, there you have it, no best friend to write to, just myself. Thank you my imagination!

Sincerely,

Katie xx

30 Letter Challenge

So, I was trolling through Tumblr and I found this thing where there are 30 subjects and you write a letter about each one. For example, the first 'Letter' is to Your Best Friend. I'm going to post 30 letters :) you can do it to if you want! They are all going to be 100% true  and completely from the heart. I'll post my first letter shortly :D

Jaffa xx

Exams...

Hey guys!
Sorry I haven't been around for ages! I've had these awful things called...EXAMS!! I only have 3 weeks of school left do I promise as soon as I'm free for the summer holidays I'll update much more frequently. Plus, I have some photos I wanna show you guys :)
Ok, one more thing, I have Tumblr! And I have no idea how to use it... anyway, if you wanna check out my Tumblr feel free :) confessionsofanerdydreamer.tumblr.com

See ya all soon! I promise!

Jaffa xx